Confused

So confused....now I can't access my blog [this blog] right away from Blogger....I have to go in via another blog that I'm an admin of...the Indonesian BYJ Family blog. I just don't understand. Was planning to update this blog comfortably like before, but I got so mad just looking and looking for ways to go to the blog editor page. Let me learn how to do this smoothly first, and I'll come back and talk your ears off like days of old LOL !